Next year will be a baby boom in my family… not me. I’m not pregnant,k! but both my sisters are pregnant with their first kid. One already into her 2nd trimester and the ones just got the good new. Both due date approx on may and aug.

So happy to received such good news especially now my parents will have  double joy next year to accept  their grandchildren. It’s a baby boy mysister and first grandson for my parent. and most of all, my girls will have more cousins to play with.

Anyway, to sister and their hubby. Congratulation!

To sisters : enjoy the stage of pregnancy and treasure every stage that you are going through. …It is no easy to become a mother… but treasure the moment and lead your life as it is and it is learning curve. You will know what i meant later in your life…

Zoey knew what is christmas meant – Santa Claus, Santa Rina, Reindeer and so on. As for Chloe, I think she think Christmas meant Ho-Ho-Ho. Why? When we asked her what is santa claus, she answered Ho-Ho-Ho. last saturday, I went to Watson to get some toiletries and saw this cute christmas headband. I brought 2 for them and they are so happy…

These photo are taken this morning when we are on our way to grandma’s place. both the girls are wearing the hat since it was raining and both of them claims that they looked like “eskimo people”…

After almost a month of recovering, both the girls have recovered. As such, we are so happy to see them back to their ownself and we have our rest and sleep back. although it is tough when they are sick, we somehow feel grateful the recovering process are smooth and indeed the girl recovering process faster than what was anticipated from their Doc…

Both lil girls have recovered from the week long of sickness. They are back to their old self now…

Zoey still look abit skinny after losing 3kg within a week although she recovered now. in fact she started school again since last week. however, yesterday Zoey was sent back by her kindy after she was tested abit warm ( infact 37.3 ). later in the afternoon, daddy received a sms from her school telling us that the school have 2 kids down with fever and chicken pox. After discussion with grandma, we decided to stop Zoey from school today onwards since school holidays is just a few day away. We don’t want her to cought the bug as her immune system at this moment are not strong yet so we scared she may cought the bug and later spread to her sister…

As for Chloe, she recovered much faster than her jie jie and infact ,  her appetite returned. She keep on requesting for food from us. Sometimes, we refused to give as sometimes she ate until she vomit. But seeing her recovered and no longer losing her appetite, we are so relieved after seeing her suffering for almost a week. However, according to her paed doc, she is at the high risk catergory now with the monsoon season. and we need to be very careful in taking care of her as she may get the attack again. after experiencing all times, more or less we are able to cope if the attack comes again.

There are times when Zoey asked me this question ” Mommy, why are you always on your computer”, – sometimes i not sure how to explained to her except this “ Uncle boss need me to do something for him, thats why mommy working. Just like you, when you need to do your homework, teacher asked you to do right?” - just a very simple explanation. but to Zoey, i’m not sure whether she understand or not that we need to work to give the best for them.

Frankly speaking, i have always want to climb the corporate ladder and to enjoyed the recognition that I gained whenever i successfully done something. For me, it is the satisfaction that i’m looking at whenever i managed to finished something. yet this feeling for almost 2 years now that i did not even feel it. The only satisfaction that i had in this 2 years are the unconditional love that both my kids had for me.  the love that i gained from my kids are above all the unsatisfactorily that i felt on my career life. there are saying that – you need to sacrifice something before you could gain something else. i always believed in this saying.

I just hope that the decision that i going to make in this very near future, does benefit me and my family. although it may be difficult but i just hope that i could make  the right decision at the right time…