after the long planning where the planning start in June ( if I’m not wrong ), finally the day had arrived. We went for the trip with MIL, 3 bIL and family and 2 SIL family which make it the closing for 2008.

Tiara Beach Resort is quite different from other resort in PD whereby it offerred human-made beach with all water facility like swing, slides be it small and big and etc catered for adult and also children.

for both Zoey and Chloe, also they are sick a day before the scheduled trip, they enjoyed very much…playing with the cousin, swimming and laughing… We also went to the cowboy village and it is the first time they encountered the real horse. Zoey was the one who enjoyed every much seeing the real horse. She said ” I want (to)see hee- haa”….

 ( with her cousin sister – Yi Rou )

( Still a lil bit blur after taking her bath )

 ( as normal, Chloe looking around…) ( family photo …in eagle range resort )

 ( daddy with her 2 princess )

 ( Zoey with her cousin sister … Xin Min)

… yup this is the 4th anniversary of our wedding…

alot of thing have changed during the past one year. everybody was telling me that I grown …

hubby, I know 2008 is the year where we have lost alot of thing. The early part of the year, you lost your father and in between we need to encounter some incident that we never though we would endured. and within the next month, you lost your niece. all this happened in the same year and I knew it is not easy for you to go through all this. But we survived. We go through the sadness and happiness, the good and bad, the up and down in our life together. I’m happy to said, I’m happy with our life…

Hubby, happy 4th anniversary…

“mommy, go KEC ( KLCC) park, jie jie want (to) go” … this is what I heard almost everyday since monday last week. all because she saw a playground near our house. We seldom bring the girls to the park except KLCC park as in our condo,we have a small playground and I think, Zoey have feel fed up with the surrounding as we always bring them there during the weekend. Therefore, now she request to go KLCC park…

They enjoyed very much playing with the slides, see saw and the swing. Later, we went to Isetan to shop. nothing much to buy…. when we asked Zoey what you want to see for dinner. This is what she reply ” I want chicken chop”… and this refer to the menu from Madam Kwan restaurant. She have this 2-3 times already and she remember the menu because she likes fried thing be it chicken, fish as long as it is crispy….

like most mommy, the first school work by their daughter are the most precious work that a mommy would proud off…

As school officially closed last friday, Zoey’s teacher have passed me her work during school time and the above are some of Zoey’s work in school. We noticed that she does like colouring now and her colouring have improved very much compared to previously. She know how to colour, how open and closed her pencil colour and put back after using. She learn all this  in school .Before she start school, she always mess up her colour pencil and refused to clean up. her reason, kakak will do for her and now she do all her thing by herself … no more kakak help.

…. I’m happy at where I am now…

2008… just another month going to end. So fast yet so fullfilled with the happiness and craziness that I gone through for the year of 2008…

New Job

I passed through the whole year with my new employment and although work are quite different from what I’m doing previously, I’m happy with where I am now. Balanced of life which I always dream off. Work become a place where I enjoy being myself, doing what I enjoyed doing and most of all, I get what I want…

Although day are not alway shining where sometime I feel stressed up with reporting, deadlines and endless deadlines but I’m happy I gone through this with a group of staff that always support me from behind. They are one of my success at where I am now.

the girls..

Zoey and chloe, both my little baby have grown up now. They do their thing together and they are independent with their thinking, growing up to who they are now. For me, taking care and looking after them are the most successful thing a mother that would hope of and leading them to be someone that is happy and being who they are is the dream that I always hope for.

I may missed doing thing for them, but I happy to see them grown to who they want to be. Have their own thinking and most of all, being themselves.

They fight, they love, they “sayang” each other, they sleep together. they played together, what more to I want see…. I am so happy being a mom to 2 wonderful kids.

I gone through the hard time bringing them up but I never never regret and I happy to do so for them. Providing them with love , love and hopefully they understand that mommy will be there for them always…..

…this is what I heard from Zoey every now and then.

This all happened due to incident in her nursery on monday. I took leave to clear my annual leave as being in finance department, we are not advisable to take leave in the month of december, therefore, I have to clear all my leave by Nov. as usual, I sent Zoey to her school. I can feel she alittle bit reluctant to go to school on monday. she refused to let go my hand and was crying when I walked away. Around 1145am, I went to her school to pick  her up. She was crying when I saw her. I picked her up and she keep saying, “mommy, jie jie dont want go school” in between sobbing.

the teacher told me that there was a lil boy aged 2 have push her and beat her on the back of her head. I asked her “where pain pain” she show it to me. 

At home, she relates the following story to me :

mommy: Jie Jie, what happened in school today

Zoey : friend push jie jie… jie jie fall down. pain pain

Mommy : never mind. boy boy not good. tomorrow go school, teacher beat beat okay.

Zoey : jie jie no school…. jie jie dont want to go school now.

She told me this over and over again… each time, her sentence become more and more angrier.

Last night, she start to have nightmare and was screaming ” no school , no school ” … and she turn and turn. While looking after her for the whole night, I decided to let her off school today. she back to her own self today but still she refused to go school tomorrow. I have to stop her from going to school.