It have been quite long I didn’t update on my girls… Throughout the week where I’m in Singapore, Po po helped me to looked after both the girls and now I’m back to KL, I took over the role. Chloe is back with us now and both myself and hubby have been taken care of Chloe since last thursday…

Taken care of Chloe are almost the same as taken care of Zoey. As both of them slept quite early, sometimes around 800pm or 9ish pm every night, me sometimes have a little bit of “me” time but mostly I used it quite usefully doing sometimes that I have not done for so long, …. SLEEPING. I have tried to take nap on the time where Chloe is sleeping at least when she awake I have a least recharged my energy.

As now Chloe, She have changed alot… she no longer a “quite” baby. She babble alot and refused to let us go out of her eyes sight. Will cried if left alone. She will also demand us to carry her and sing to her. She now able to move forward if placed in her walker. Her mobility have improved. Soonest I will set up a road block to prevent her from going to places which are prohibited. She taking porridge and cereal now. Morning, she will took cereal and afternoon porridge.

Zoey’s vocab have improved tremendously. She are able to speak english, alittle bit of cantonese and Malay. She took up her Malay’s vocab from my maid. She can also sing the last few word and imitate little girls dancing. She loves ” Barney” very much. She started to take rice now. Always request for rice but does not take much. Po po started to gave her rice and porridge in the morning and afternoon. She loves to eat. She expressed herself very good and indeed she is a very persuasive little girl. Once she wants something, she must get it. Hubby always said that I pampered her very much. I have to agreed that sometimes I do give in if I feel that I can let go of some rule. I want Zoey to grow in an environment where she can expressed herself and not like our time before where we are not allowed to said anything and have to followed what our parents asked is to do….

While I have only one child, I feel so pity to see Zoey had to played all by her self. Then came Chloe into our life. The timing and effort to take care for 2 child is not easy. In deed it was so demanding. I can’t have my ” me ” time anymore without Zoey calling for ” mommy” or Chloe crying for attention.

While I sometimes feel very stress up when both my kids need my attention, deep down in my heart, I knew I never regret to have both of them as my child. I feel blessed to have 2 kids of my own. I know it is not easy to care for 2 kids which in deed need 2 different attention and also different care. Both Zoey and Chloe is so different……

Having them in my life, I would said my life are now complete… have a shoulder to cried on and  who care of me, 2 kids to played with, to care for and most of all, a family who I can claimed my own. Thank you so much for all this…

While I’m writing this post, hubby have taken Zoey down to the playground while myself take care of Chloe. All this afternoon, both cried for my attention. and after more than 4 hours working non stop, at least now I got half an hour to do what I want before I back to the normal chaos…

Since I’m back from my Singapore trip, I have never had a good night sleep. How I wish I can sleep through the night!!!!!!!! I feel so tired and stressful now….

Yohoo……. going home finally now. while I’m writing this post, I’m actually in the airport waiting for departure. I have changed my flight time from 330pm to 250pm and waiting anxiously for the departure time.

Today is the Chap Goh Meh or the 15th days of the Lunar calendar year. It is also the last day of the chinese new year celebration. Therefore it is good that I can go home today. I miss both the girls so much….

For the last 3 days, we has a very extensive meeting in the office.

On Tuesday, we have our North Indian cruisine after our meeting. I did not shop on that day. We finished our dinner around 8ish pm and was very tired after a very long day. On Wednesday we had Teo Chew dish for lunch with our big boss and as we finished our meeting quite early, I managed to sneak out for shopping. Co-incidence it is also Tang grand sale in Orchard road and I managed to get a few thing for myself. The sale in Singapore is very different in Malaysia. When it said it is sales, it really sales. You can get the thing very cheap here. The strange thing about Singapore Shopping complex was, they closed pretty early like 9 – 930 pm. So when we finished our meeting, we were like rushing to do our shopping.

what a long day…  we start our meeting around 930am and just finishes our meeting around 700pm. Now just reached the hotel and was hoping to do some shopping again but felt so tired. Decided to stayed in the room andblog hopping or watch some movies in the hotel room. Tomorrow, predict would be another very long long day and hopefully the meeting would not drag for a longer period. 

Today I received a call from my sister. She telling me something that I was wondering before my trip and finally I knew the answer. I glad that finally she knew how I felt about all this. and for me, if can I want to take care of my own child and not to depend on people. Everytime when my kids fall sick, I got scolded and when they felt sick not in the care of me, I been told it is natural for the kids to fall sick. How unfair it is. Do you think I dont feel heart pain when I sees my kids sick. Whenever I bring the girls back to hubby’s hometown, I get scolded if Zoey felt sick. was blamed why let zoey played and running around. Now you tell me, how to prevent this? She need to get used to played with the kids and going back to hubby’s hometown. They are also Zoey’s grandparent. In fact I felt regret for not bringing Zoey back more often when father in law is still around….

As normal for this year Valentine’s day both myself and hubby are busy with our work. We didn’t celebrate much but I do brought a valentine’s present for hubby. I brought a smartphone – Samsung for hubby. It cost around RM 1000+. I gave it to hubby last saturday ( before the valentine day) because, we misplaced hubby’s previous handphone charger. Since hubby won’t not be able to charged his phone, I have no choice but to take out the handphone for him. I didn’t managed to to “played ” with the phone much. I hope hubby will like it….

As for my present from hubby, I get it yesterday from hubby. A brand new HP presario V3000 laptop which according to hubby it cost around RM 3000+. I actually have voiced to hubby that I want to own a laptop that I can claimed belong to me. I was a little bit surprised when hubby told me he will get one for me on friday. Now while I’m writing this post, I actually typing on my brand new laptop….. How happy I am!!!!!!!!!

 Thank you so much….hubby. I really treasure it very much.

Normally i will not do  a countdown when I go for a trip however, not sure why this trip I felt different. I’m staying at Park Hotel @ Orchard Road and the hotel was just opposite Takashimaya and all the famous shopping complex. Just for a walk just now around this area. During all my trip to Singapore previously there was only once I came here that was back to year 2002. Normally I just walked around the area where I staying. okay, I have to admit that I was not an adventurious person. I managed to get Zoey a trolley bag which previously she was eyeing when we bring her to do shopping. It only cost around $15.00 which I considered cheap as compared to the one that we eyeing for at mid valley which cost around RM 49.90. As for Chloe, I brought her a “piggy” soft toy cost $4.90. Quite difficult to get anything here for hubby as it is very expensive… not expensive if you don’t convert. While I’m writing this post, I’m at my room doing blog hopping as I feel very tired for this whole weekend, hope to get some sleep before tomorrow meeting. Heard that this meeting will be a long one….   

Previously in my old company, I need to travel at least once in a year and now in the new company, although I have voice to the Management, if can I want to avoid travelling. but being employed in a MNC, travelling is something that you cannot avoid… Tomorrow, I will be in Singapore for a meeting till Thursday and the countdown start. Mom have agreed to take care of Chloe while I’m away while Zoey as normal will be taken back home everyday as hubby will took over my role…

For the past one month, everything seems like a nightmare to us. We have gone through what we won’t thought we will face in our life. But the sentence ” life goes on….” have finally surface which lead us to understand that no matter what we need to accept the fact and continue our life no matter what had happened.

The Chinese New Year for me had no meaning at all. within a year span, I lost 2 individual whose are close to me… my grandma ( 20/5/2007) and my father in law ( 20/1/2008). I knew the celebration will no longer be the same forever…

As for Zoey and Chloe, I have been very slacking in updating their development. Here are some photo taken on CNY 2008….

As usual, we went back Sban for the reunion dinner. Zoey was so happy when she was there. She played with her cousins and refused to sleep until past midnight. As for Chloe, she slept on her normal time.

On the 1st day of the lunar calender, We took both Zoey and Chloe to City Park, Seremban 2 in the morning. As normal when Zoey sees playground she will be very happy and she have refused to go back home as usual.

Not much celebration this year as we are not allowed to celebrate this year.