Last friday was Zoey’s 2nd birthday… no celebration was planned this year as grandma’s passed away last month and with my 2nd pregnancy condition, hubby and I settled to only buy present for her.

Being a toddler @ 24th month, we noticed some changes on her every day. Sometimes we are not able to keep track with the changes. She know how to use her charm / throw tantrum to certain people if she want something. mostly she will throw tantrum to grandma and grandpa as she knew that both of them cannot stand if she cried. As for us, she will use her charm like kissing us if she want sweet or biscuit etc.

Having her in our family have give us happiness and frankly speaking, after having Zoey and become a mother myself I start to feel how my mom’s feeling is when she have us, taken care of us and the emotion as being a mother. This is what I really appreciate what my mother did for us! Thanks Mom!

Some photo on Zoey @ 24th month!

It’s over a month now that Grandma have left us… Somehow, I feel like a dream to go on living like this. I miss her so much…. Every time my parent told me how grandma passed away I feel very very sad…. I have lost someone that I can trust and someone that I can pour feeling out….

Hubby told me just now that he went to Sg Wang Plaza to buy a toy for Zoey as her 2nd birthday present. As I can’t go any way except staying at home and hospital, I have to agreed that he will be in charged to get Zoey her birthday present.

His choice would be a remote control car – which he have been telling me for so long every time we do a shopping before. Every time I told him that Zoey is a girl and she need more feminine toy – well I do not want my little girl to be a tomboy next time when she grown up. I told him no. he need to get her some girlish toy. Hopefully he will.

No planning for Zoey birthday party this year as I’ll not be able to do much with my condition except that both myself and hubby may bring her to KidsSport in IU this sunday so that she can enjoy herself there. and also due to my grandma passed away last month, my family are still in mourning period for 100 days therefore no celebration from my family either.

Blood pressure have not gone down as desired. Still around 136-140/85-90. Due to this reason.. my Gynae have requested me to go to the hospital every other day until I deliver. as my baby are still very small, I have some worry what if she born now, would my baby be healthy? would she have complication? …. All the question popped up in my mind.

Friend told me to think so much and be happy and take a day as it is. … Mom told me that if I think too much it will affect my pregnancy therefore I tried so hard to be as optimistic as I can …. I could only wait and take a day as it is and be happy about it….

I having a big problem in my pregnancy. I was diagnosed with Pre-eclampsia last week on 07/06/2007. my blood pressure at one point reach 165/95 which my gynae have warned me that if the BP went up again, I may need to deliver that day. I was given 3 injection to make my baby’s lung matured so that if she have to see the world earlier, at least her lung is matured. Yes, Doc told us that we are expecting another lil girl which we already decided to named her “Chloe”.

Due to the diagnosis, I was instructed to bed rest till I delivered which could be days, weeks and hopefully I can carried her till the due date. No body seems to know when I going to deliver which is now depend on how is my condition is.

I still working most of time at home and now in the office as I need to settle some issue in the office. I just home my boss allowed me to bring my laptop back home so that I can at least work from home.